The Toll Road (Part 2)

As this is the second part in a longer piece, I recommend reading Part 1 first if you haven’t already. And now I pick up where Ms. Nichols left off…

Kinder hurried to retrieve the box, but not fast enough. The man already had it in his hand, brushing the flakes of snow from the cover. His finger traced the knotted design carved into the lid and lifted the clasp.

“You know,” he said, returning the clasp without opening it, “there is nothing keeping me in this place after the sun falls below the mountain’s peaks.”

She turned to the west at his words. The sun, now less gold than red, almost touched the top of the peak. She looked back to the man. Poorly dressed, he resembled a man tossed out in the cold. Pants held in place with rope, shirt threadbare and loose on his shoulders, and gloves missing the tips of the fingers.

Kinder wondered if this crossing was a punishment of sorts for him. Who could he have ired to forever collect the toll?

Kinder shook her head. These were the things Remini would have wondered on. Kinder blinked back tears that threatened to freeze to her lashes. She knew she needed to start with his name. In the different tales and songs, they all began with his name.

He held up a hand.

“Before you begin, know that once you speak my name, we cannot stop till the toll is paid and naught of anything else.” He glanced at the falling sun and back. “We still have time for pleasantries.”

The rose in his cheeks and smile on his lips contrasted the dark in her heart. There was nothing pleasant to share. The days were gray as her sister’s skin. But if pleasantries was what he wanted, so be it. Although, she found it hard to keep the sarcasm from bleeding through her words.

“For winter, the weather is quite pleasant today. Don’t you think?”

The man’s smile faltered a bit.

“I actually find it rather gray. Tell me of your sister.”

His words slapped her harder than the cold. Of course this was why she was here, but what did he need to know about her? This was her burden. No one wanted to bear it with her in town. Why should she now share it with him now? What would he care for the way she twirled the same lock of hair until it had its own curl, bouncing against the rest of her straight tawny hair? Remini was so unaware that she did it, Kinder believed she even did it in her sleep.

“She is no longer with me, and I care not talk—”

“Did a day ever go by that she did not twist her hair in that single cute curl?”

She held her breath. Did he know what she was thinking?

“You really left me no choice. If you’re not willing to speak for the heart, I had to listen to it for myself. Now we can continue this way and squander what little time you have left, or we can try this again.”

He paused as she released her breath in a white cloud that drifted and spread to nothing.

“Please,” he insisted, “tell me of your sister.”

She didn’t know what to say.

“I really don’t know. To be honest, she would’ve been the better of us to be here. She’d have a list of question that would only double with ever answer you gave.”

The smile came back to his face.

“Well then, what would she ask of me?”

“She could be quite silly. I’m not sure it would be of much interest to you.”

“No matter how silly. Please ask. For Remini.”

At the sound of her name a tear fell free. She tried to wipe it before it froze. Instead she scratched her cheek as it turned to ice. Regardless she smiled and suppressed a light laugh.

“She’d most definitely go on and on about the songs. She tries to learn them all. From the ones about—”

He raised a finger and cautioned, “No names. Not yet.”

“Right. Well, she would want to know how many song have been sung about you.”

As the words left her, she felt a fluttering. If Remini were here, her hand would be clasped in anticipation for the answer. Maybe even learn a new song to sing while she worked the loom.

The man’s eyes brightened. His hand waxed and waned over the carved myrtle box as if it were a pet he had expected to start purring.

“Truth be told, I don’t know. There are so many with variation forever being added. I believe I’d have better luck counting the fallen snow.”

“Oh.”

She was sure the disappointment in her voice would have matched Remini’s were she here.

“I can tell you this, though,” he quickly added. “I have more songs told of me here than my other incarnations elsewhere.”

“Elsewhere?”

“Across the river to the south, the mountains in the west, and the dry lands in east.”

“How do they know of the Toll Road?”

“They don’t.” His smile deepened. “They know about the Cliff’s End, the Gallows Tree, or the Blind Well. There are a few songs that are only known by a single family, passed down from mother to daughter or father to son. I know of one song that will be forgotten to this world once its writer finally passes.”

“The Blind Well? Gallows… I know those songs! But those are about—”

He started to protest.

“I know, I know. No names yet. Some of those songs are awful. My mother smacked Remini for reciting the Gallows Tree song. And the Cliff’s End is sung every spring to rejoice. Those songs are not about the same people.”

“I am who I need to be once my name is called.”

He glanced up and Kinder followed his gaze. The sun burned red as its last remaining rays shone over the mountain top. Her time was almost up.

“It is time to name me, Kinder, sister of Remini.”

He handed back her box of tokens for the Toll. She saw again his fingerless gloves. They weren’t ragged at all. The knot of rope at his waist had the shine of gold to it, and his shirt was not so much threadbare as it was delicate and smooth like virgin silk. This man was not at all what he first appeared to be.

She took ahold of the myrtle box. Did she have to name him as the Man of the Toll? She sure wouldn’t utter the name from the Gallows Tree, nor did she know enough about the other songs to dare invoke them.

Kinder was done dealing with death. She longed for rebirth. She stood up straight and looked the man in the eyes.

“I call upon you, Loomis, Master of the Toll.”

His eyebrows arched.

“Loomis? I’ve never been called such.”

“As I’m living something new, I feel I might be on better ground if you were as well.”

To be continued…

The Toll Road (Part 1)

This week, we’re writing a round robin story with a wintery-holiday spin. Here is the first installment. S.C. Green will post part two on Wednesday, and the conclusion will be posted on Friday by Amy McLane. We hope you enjoy it. Thanks for reading and happy holidays to you and yours!

The Toll Road

Kinder paced the patch of light on the floor and worried her fingers raw. Of all days to sleep long. Outside, the sun had already reached the height of its weak arc. Ice groaned beneath the weight of snow. On the table, the wishing candle weeped the last day of wax. The flame swooned with Kinder’s breath as she willed the wick to run its course. A log tumbled in the fire, sending sparks to sprite the air. Her gasp nearly snuffed the candle out.

“Curses, Kinder” she hissed. “Careless girl.”

Moving so as to not disturb the candle’s work, she pulled the myrtle box from the mantle. And reaching long beneath her mattress, the sack of items she’d collected since Remini’s wake.

The week before, she’d lined the box with the silk of her mourning frock. Black. Smooth. It would cushion the ride. If all went to plan, she’d not need the dress again. And if all went to shod, she’d wear the tattered remains as testament of her failure.

With care she nestled each item into the box. An acorn. A sprig of evergreen. The last berries of the holly bush. The feather of a killdeer. A pinch of sacred earth. A clipping of her dead sister’s curls.

The final token she would give of herself. If she made the toll road in time.

Her fingers lingered over the silken lock of hair and she thought of her sister before the fall. Before Kinder’s carelessness. Remini sitting in the yew grove. Remini singing before the fire. Remini weaving, drawing the shuttle across the loom.

The candle’s flame burned down to the nub and died. Kinder watched the puddle of wax cool from glistening to solid. She winced against the heat as she pried up the remains — her wish encased therein — and settled the mass inside the myrtle box. Closing the lid and fastening the clasp, she mouthed a prayer. For swiftness. For protection.

Outside, the wind took her by shock, whipping her cloak and hair, throwing open the stable’s door and pressing her onward. Zobel protested the saddle and bit, but Kinder’s will proved stronger. She tucked the box into the saddlebag and drew herself onto the mare’s back. Wrapping the reins about her hands, she commanded the horse forward into the cold.

The road took her through the village. Past the brewhouse and smith. Past the manse and churchyard. Past Remini’s grave. Smoke rose from the chimneys and the smell of char hung in the air. Zobel’s hooves kicked up the snow drift behind her. She spied the butcher, cleaning gore from his stoop. When he saw her, he made the sacred sign over his chest. She pulled her cloak tight around her shoulders and urged the mare forward, her eyes lingering on the blood seeping to pink in the snow.

Beyond town she kicked Zobel into an all-out run. The land opened to icy meadows and the wind furied against her. Her ears and eyes ached. Time and again she reached her frozen fingers back to the saddlebag, to feel the hard wood beneath the leather, to make certain the tokens remained safe.

Were it spring, she’d have stopped by the river to allow the mare to drink, to pick coneflower and cosmos. But when Remini’s body went cold, the river froze solid and there had only been frigid snow and winds since. Then she had begun counting the days to solstice, gathering tokens, singing the ancient songs to lead her.

Soon snow flew wild with the wind, blinding her to the road. She had no choice but cut through the wetlands beyond the road. The groves of trees shielded her from the wind, but the way proved slow. Zobel’s hooves broke through the ice again and again.

“Sweet mare,” Kinder cooed, stroking the mare’s cheek. “I’m sorry. I promise I’ll make it right.”

Together they wound through the trees and snow, searching out the higher ground.

When they came to the edge of the grove, Kinder slowed the mare to a stop. Before her the ground fell steep. In the distance lay the snowbound Nevins, the sun hanging hazy just above the summit. And below, the toll road, marked by a simple sign fixed in the snow.

She eyed the downward path and her heart sank. Sharp rock laced with ice and snow. Should she wend the way on Zobel they both would certainly fall. She would navigate the path alone.

With numb fingers, she wound the reins around the lowest branch of an oak. The snow grew thin there, and Kinder prayed the horse wouldn’t freeze. She worried less for her ride back home; more that the faithful mare should suffer. Kinder unclasped her cloak and spread it over the animal’s back. Even though the chill crept through her dress, she knew it the right choice.

She slipped the box from the saddle and began the trek downhill. Eyeing each step, she descended. Again and again, she lost her footing and her legs shot out from beneath her, leaving her bruised and bleeding. But though her feet faltered, not once did her grip on the box.

The path leveled out at the bottom of the hill. The sun cast long shadows across the meadow as it dipped its edge below the horizon. If she didn’t reach the road before night, she’d have squandered the solstice. She looked up to where Zobel waited and prayed she’d have cause to climb once more. As she pushed her steps through the snow, she cursed herself for sleeping long, for lighting the candle late, for not standing vigil all night.

“Careless,” she croaked into the cold wind.

“Indeed,” came a reply, smooth as amber.

Kinder startled. And dropped the box.

Leaning against the toll sign stood the one sung of in the ancient songs. The one she’d suffered to see.

To be continued…

The Forgiving Tree Part II

If you missed Monday’s installment, please start there first. Then make sure to return the rest of the week to see how it turns out.

Landis struggled against the twins, but for every inch he gained, the twins took two, the hollowed knot getting closer and closer. He stared into the empty hole. The lids of his eyes locked under his brow, unable to blink. Tales of the Forgiving Tree flooded his head from the stories kids told each other in the dark to the whisperings their parents thought they couldn’t hear.

The postman used to say it was a curse placed on the spot where the butcher’s daughter was killed by a couple of drifters.

“They found her face down,” he told me. “With a hole in her back clear through to the ground, and circled round an oak sapling.

“The butcher, he went mad with grief, too. I tell you, he swung that cleaver of his ‘round anybody that tried to get near the body. So they let him to his grief. Really, no one wants a cleaver in his back just for trying to help.

“A couple days later they decide he’s had long enough. They go, and what do you suppose they found?

“That’s right. Nothin’. No butcher. No body. Nothin’. Only that sapling ain’t a sapling any more. It’s three feet tall. A week later it’s looking like a fifty year old oak.”

He stopped when he noticed the neighbors peeking out their window. He winked at Landis and continued his route.

The next day he ran out to hear the rest, but the postman kept his eyes to the ground and put the mail in our box with his left hand. His right gone at the wrist.

Tub came running to the Forgiving Tree’s field one Sunday afternoon all twitchy with nervous energy. He had a talk with his pastor and couldn’t wait to tell us.

“He says it was God himself that put that tree here. To weed out the sinners. The tree takes the sin right out of you. The more you have, the more it takes. That’s why Billy’s dad is missing up to his elbow where Mr. Millings is missing up to his shoulder. The tree wouldn’t take it if the sin wasn’t in it.

“He told everyone in the room they shouldn’t be afraid to stick an arm in if they were a proper God-fearing person.”

The next Sunday Tub’s pastor gave his sermon an arm poorer than the week before. Tub never spoke of it again.

Ben’s Nan tried to keep him from playing near the Tree. Said no grandson of hers will be caught near such a place of evil. A lot of the folks in town agree, but know better than to voice it. Ben got his Nan so riled up in front of the corner market that she spouted off right there.

None of them ever saw Ben’s Nan again. Maybe she didn’t want to be seen with how much she lost. Or maybe the tree took too much.

The stories differed from person to person, but the effects were etched into the whole town’s being. If you’ve done wrong, the tree would take. The more wrong, the more it would take, and the only ones safe from harm were the town’s children.

Landis’s hand hovered inches from the hollowed knot, and he wasn’t a child anymore.

The Forgiving Tree

The last time Landis sat under the Forgiving Tree, he was cradling his leg, freshly snapped from the fall. It had been more than four years since he’d been back here, his limp almost unnoticeable now. He no longer fit between the tree roots to rest his back against the old oak like he used to. Although, he tried for a while anyway.

A thick rope hung from the branch above his head, forming a deep groove where the limb tried to grow around it. The end, long exposed to weather and time, eroded away the clean-cut marks of his knife.

Echoes of the past played in his mind. The Pierson twins howling and beating of their chests as they swung from the tire swing. The same swing that eventually snapped when Tommy the Tub tried to jump through the hole. He kissed Tub’s sister Beth for the first time next to the hollowed knot, not sitting in the tree as the following weeks of taunts and songs might have suggested. Ben’s failed tree house attempt using his “patented” gummy bear and spit adhesive.

A million more memories came and went before his butt began to hurt, wedged in the roots of the tree. His good leg had fallen asleep, forcing him to lean on the trunk for support. He made sure his hand was nowhere near the hollowed knot.

“I thought I’d find you here,” came a voice from behind him.

Landis turned too quick and nearly toppled over. Ben stood there smiling with his hands behind his back.

“Shit, Ben. You scared the piss outa’ me.”

He tried to steady his leg, but the pins and needles intensified wherever he touched it.

The Pierson twins stepped out from behind the tree. Being paternal twins, Terry was taller, but Collin had Terry beat in mass. However they did share one identical trait, something new. Both twins were missing their left hand.

“We heard you were back from college,” said Ben, “and kinda’ wondered why we hadn’t seen you yet. Figured you’d be paying your respects.”

“Something like that.”

He willed his leg awake to no effect. What movement he could manage only got him a few steps away from the tree.

“I take it you haven’t asked for forgiveness yet.”

“I don’t need forgiving,” said Landis, stuffing his hands in his pockets.

“Sure. And I bet that had nothing to do with you going to such a far away school, either. Which was that again?”

“Berkley.”

“Berkley, right. That’s where Tub wanted to go, wasn’t it? To Berkley that is, not where he actually ended up.”

Landis followed Ben’s stare to the rope and failed to react in time before the twins grabbed him from behind. Terry had him by the neck, his stump digging into Landis’s cheek, while Collin grappled his right arm and started to haul him towards the hollowed knot in the tree.

The smile on Ben’s face never changed, but something in his eyes did. His right arm, no longer behind his back, ended at the elbow.

“For Tub’s sake, I think you do.”

The Gentleman in 114, Conclusion

Conclusion by S. C. Green

To get caught up, please read parts one, two and three before beginning. Trust me. You’ll need to.

“Yes. Well,” she stammered. “No disrespect, doctor, but the patients won’t check themselves. At least we don’t encourage that. So unless there’s something wrong with your jaw, please close your mouth and let’s get on with rounds.”

Lauren pressed the files to her chest with one arm and straightened her lab coat with the other. A joke. It had to be. Dressing the part was one thing. She might have been entertained even, but the smoking still was inexcusable. Lauren wondered if Mr. Cantor was in on it too.

Nurse Tolivar pushed open the door to room 114 and looked back over her shoulder at Lauren.

“It’s been over an hour since they were all last checked. It’s going to get done with or without you.” She turned her head after the orderly. “Curtis! We’ll need your assistance in here please.”

Reluctantly he swiveled his cart around to head back, his eyes never breaking contact with the handle of the cart.

No. Lauren couldn’t let this go on any longer. Pulling one on her was one thing, but to subject the patients to this game could ruin moths of progress. She rushed in after the costumed nurse.

“Enough is en—” Lauren choked on her words. She had just walked out of Mr. Cantor’s single-bed, bare white-walled room.

It changed.

Sure the window was in the same spot, but instead of reinforced shatter-proof glass, a thin-paned window with bars hung in its place. The already cramped room held two beds, not one. Restraints dangled from the empty bed closest to the door. The other bed’s leather straps and buckles held down a man.

It couldn’t have been Mr. Cantor, she told herself. He had far fewer wrinkles, but those eyes.

Curtis entered behind Lauren, snapping her to her senses. She opened her mouth to give the nurse a once over. Tolivar made a gesture with her hand a second before a muscled arm wrapped Lauren’s throat and another pinned her arms to her side.

She struggled, kicking and bucking. Curtis’s grip never loosened. A ringing in her ears grew louder. She could just make out Tolivar’s voice, “-to the bed,” before the tinge of black framing her vision swallowed her completely.

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A wave of nausea woke her. Lauren knew if she opened her eyes, she would lose what little dinner she’d eaten. The voices in the room thundered between her ears. Lauren tried to move her hands to her head. Cold leather bit into her wrists before she got them two inches off the bed. She tried to lift her head to see her hands, but more leather straps held her down.

Words wouldn’t form only tears, and with her head strapped to the bed looking up to the ceiling, they pooled in her ears.

“-walking the corridors like she owned the place.” She could hear the nurse even though all she saw was the ceiling.

“Told me I couldn’t smoke,” Curtis lamented.

“And why the hell not? If you have another, I could sure use one right now.”

She could hear rustling and then a slight pressure on her ankle followed by a snap as Curtis struck a match on her restraint. The stale tobacco crackled as it lit.

“You’re a good man, Curtis,” she said before letting go of a long exhale.

“Just doin’ as the good Lord would have me.”

“Fine, fine.” Tension crept back into Tolivar’s voice. “We need to find which room she slipped from before we turn over shift.”

She heard the door swing open.

“Hopefully she’s from the southern ward. Better if it’s someone else’s jam-”

The door shut onto silence.

This just couldn’t be real. Her mind twisted and pulled attempting at any sense. Instead her sobs grew louder.

“Oh, there, there, bird.”

Lauren jerked her head to the side. Regardless, it only moved an inch at most.

“Oh! Sorry dear,” he said as his face moved into her field of vision.

“Better?” he asked. “Good.”

“M-m-mr. Cantor?”

“Call me Jimmy. And you are?”

She shook her head (as much as she could). “Dr. Barstandt. I’m not supposed to be here.”

“None of us are, bird. And one of us don’t have to be.”

As he talked, her mental twisting calmed. Then she realized, “How did you get out of bed? I saw you strapped in.”

“Oh, that’s easy. Well, maybe not if you weren’t me. Not until I got this anyway.”

He held up an old camera. The lens connected to the base of the camera by a pyramid-shaped bellows. Old as it was, it looked like it was made rather recently.

“This takes the best snap shots and you only have to wait several minutes before get to see what you snapped!”

He seemed overly excited for his camera.

“That’s nice.” She lacked the ability at the moment to feign sincerity. Jimmy picked up on it easy enough.

“Let me show you my last snap.”

He could hear him lifting his mattress off the box spring. The metal springs twanged when he dropped it.

“Take a look.”

He smiled as held the photo next to his face for her to see.

In the picture two faces peered at her cheek to cheek. Jimmy’s winning smile on the right, and Lauren’s placating grimace on the left. Her forehead sported a crease from temple to temple.

“Did Curtis or Tolivar let you take that while I was unconscious?”

“Oh, no,” he said quite serious. “I took this about an hour ago.”

What sanity Lauren felt she regained, threatened to slip again. She closed her eyes forcing another tear into her ear and said more to herself than to Mr. Cantor, “I wasn’t here an hour ago.”

“That’s right,” he agreed. “I was visiting with this lovely lady. A Miss Porterly I believe her name was.”

“Miss Portman?”

“Yes! That’s it! Have you met? She’s quite nice as long as you don’t get her excited. I showed her my wonderful camera and she all but fell to pieces.”

He showed Lauren another picture. This one showed Miss Portman in her room sitting up in her bed staring wide-eyed and open-mouthed. A mirror on the wall behind her caught the partial profile of Mr. Cantor, Jimmy, snapping the picture.

“I’m so terrible at secrets. I just have to share.” He sat on the edge of her bed, causing her to roll into him.

“The film is one snap ahead of the camera. At first anyhow. I snap a bird. I get a car. Two days later I see the car and snap it. Then I get a building.

“A month ago it changed. I snap a picture of a baby I know was going to take. I go to pull the film out. I’m some place else. Everything was crazy. Clothes, cars, everything just crazy. At least papers still had crossword puzzles in them. I think I might have gone crazy if that weren’t the same.”

Lauren doubted his sanity but kept it to herself.

“So after I snap Miss Portman, I pull the film and here I am in bed. I looked at the snap just before you came in. Oh I barely could contain myself. Sometimes I have to wait for weeks before I find the next snap, and here you are walking in my room just an hour later.”

He slapped his knee and hopped in joy. He looked back down at her, his smile faltering.

“Where’s my manners?”

He reached at her straps to unbuckle the leather. The buckle on her right ankle took longer for him to undo. There didn’t seem to be enough slack to disengage the rusty buckle. Jimmy won out and Lauren felt the blood flow back into her feet.

“Now,” he said with the charisma cracked. “Will you do me the honor posing for my next snap?”

Without waiting for an answer he sat down next to her and pressed his cheek to hers as if he knew her more intimately. He held the camera in front of their faces, guessing at the right angle.

“Here we go.”

He snapped the photo.

Lauren’s hand shot out at the film tab at the bottom of the camera and pulled the photo free.

“He—”

His voice cut off, gone.

Gone.

Jimmy was gone. The room was gone. She stood just outside of room 114. The hallway lights shone in their fluorescent glory. No storm raged outside. In her hand the photo waited for her under a black cover slip.

From behind the door came the wizened voice of Mr. Cantor.

“Dirty double-crossing bitch.”

She crumpled the unseen photo and threw it in a waste can as she passed the nurses station.

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